2021년 12월 7일

I go to you, saying ‘Oh God I am here to listen to you’. But in fact, all I have been doing was to go to God, organize my own thoughts and when I FEEL like things are organized, I leave.

I was not ready to converse. Perhaps, all I wanted was just some me-time instead of some God-time.

I was full of me, impatient, ignorant and arrogant enough to cut God from speaking to me. I claim ‘enough for today!’

when I want to stop. This was me.

For sure, this still is the very same me. The helpless.

This i...